JULZBOY

… from the confines of my twisted mind. It
just conjured such illogical rationalizations. And so blindly I write what
useless thoughts it comes up with… and I just hope I don’t regret any of it
later on. haha

November 19, 6:50pm

Random Rubbish

1) Ack! One of my professors happens to be a Godfather of mine! aargh… What have I gotten myself into? Now
I’m really going to have to study for that class. I can only imagine what he’ll
tell my dad if I screw up his exams or my recitations. Geez… I’m starting to
hate Tax
already :(. I’m looking for something to SPIT at. hehe… *ewww* gross…
income. Basura.

2) I’m loving my exercise routine… but I’m loving food more. hehe… Man, two
things I can’t say "no" to. Icecream
and Popcorn. *drools*. Ok fine, those are
just two of the many things I can’t say "no" to.

3) By now, everybody knows that Pacquiao won over Morales. It’s a good thing I watched
the live telecast at Megamall. It’s REALLY irritating how some people take joy in telling you who
won even without being asked to. Eh what
if I wasn’t able to watch it live? We should pass a law that punishes spoilers! Nullum
Crimen nulla poena sine lege. I didn’t bother with the spelling. But you get my drift

4) Where do girls shop for their clothes in Manila?!? Ang hirap maging driver/tour guide
ng balikbayan. Fine it doesn’t hurt that they’re such Eyecandies But I’ve
never been a fan of local actresses though, so lookalikes don’t impress me much (Shania Twaine, izzatchue?).  (unless of course we’re talking about Toni Gonzaga haha)

5) No seriously, I need help. Where do the "sosyal" ladies do their
shopping? Shangri-la, Rockwell, Glorietta, Megamall and Greenbelt 3 are covered.  I’ve heard
from the richest lady in law school that Greenhills might even be better. Is
Tiendesitas alright? What about Market Market? Hmm… when you think about it,
the really goodlooking women could put on ANYTHING and they’d still look good. That why I
can’t understand why they have to be so choosy. Nakakainis. Sayang oras. haha
kidding.

6) I’m tired of law school. Should I quit already? (wow, smart. hehe)
7) Or maybe I’m just tired of… well, many things.  Period. :I 

 

Random Poetry…

 

Prejudgment

I
wrote you a letter.

But
it was a Mindset too late.

You
have decided, even before I started.

 

I
tried to read the convoluted scribbles in your mind.

But
even you weren’t sure of what was written in your head.

You
aren’t now and you never were;

But
you have decided based on intuition,

And
past reputations of undeserved claims.

 

You
let the scribes decipher and your leanings interpret.

With
their meandering comments, and ill-advised persuasions.

You
disregarded the intention that got lost along the way.

You
left me with nothing but images of you,

Smiling
innocently in your practiced ways.

 

It
is not the fault of the uninformed nor can I blame the bearer.

It
is the closed-casket minds that led to my predicament.

 

My
wandering soul is lost once more.

To
try to win you… or to move on.

Ah,
but there really isn’t a choice, is there?

You
have decided, even before I started.

 

Sometimes,
along the way, I come across you.

I
think to myself that your eyes give you away.

That
you think of me, even as you lose that beautiful smile.

And
that all the What-ifs, may not be as sad, if, at all.

 

But
I have now woken up to the reality;

That
friendly words can be just as empty,

as
the dreams I try to cling  on to.

 

But
though stubborn, I admit to be,

I
too, have finally learned from all this.

With
that Your Honor, I rest my case.

The
decision was always up to you.

 

 

 

9⁾ Oh, this
spot isn’t for me.  

 

End.

 

Jul.z^bo.y

 

PS: And so another chapter is ending.

 

I’m not feeling so witty all of a sudden.

It’s a good thing Manny won or else I’d really be down in
the dumps (basurahan area… where it’s cozy) hehe.

Doesn’t a copyright vest from
creation? Well, I’m not allowing anyone to lift/copy/print anything from my
blogs. As if may gagawa talaga nun… hahaha Assuming  

 

12:18 pm November 8, 2006

      First things first. Friends, Acquaintances, Family,
Crush and Crushees (hehehe):
Please send me a text message at my original
globe number and let me know who you are. I lost ALL my contacts,
including the most important one.s.

I’m still using the SAME number.

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        The title says it all… and unfortunately
it’s my 5th CP (not "MY SIXTH", as at least two of my blockmates are fond of saying.)
I’m not proud of that. I just want to post it here so that I’d be embarrassed
enough NOT to be as negligent as I’ve been.  What’s irritating about this
situation is that I Have been careful with my things. I haven’t lost anything
important in the last 2 years. Now this?! Come on… Be depressed with me
            
          I spent part of my last few days of my
sembreak in Cebu. Had I known that I’d lose my celphone there, eh di dapat
hindi na ako pumunta!. Duh? :)  ha-ha

        But I really enjoyed my trip to Cebu. I went
with my siblings (luis "Skaterboy" and camille "i’m
not spoiled") and two cousins (Jop "Azta-King for the boys" and Triggy "the
triggerman") and stayed at the building
of Michelle’s ("Kill to Win") tita.  And I didn’t know so many law students come
from Cebu. We hung out with some sophomores and even some upperbatch people Uhh, when I say upperbatch, I’m referring to guys who’ve graduated already.
Perils of being a senior.

        I loved the food. haha, no fastfoods though..
just plain old yummy cooked baboy. Anyone out there who hasn’t tried Lechon
Cebu? Seriously, I think I only missed ONE meal there where I didn’t eat Lechon. One. There was
even one time when just 20+ of us ate two whole mini-lechons (good for 30 each
hehe). And to think there were so many other choices to pick from. All
the clams, fish, kilawin, crustaceans, dolphins, Butandings and
Pawikans you can eat :) 

        Relax, biro lang yung last three. Maybe
>;c)

        Pero nakakahinayang naman ung 2 weeks na pag work out ko. i lost 8 pounds sa personal-awareness program ko… only to gain 4 back in 3 days? Basura. hehe

        Oh have I mentioned that I went scubadiving for the
first time?  Yeah, I went 400 ft below the sea! I know how Ariel feels. Oh
wait, it’s 40 feet. Okay, Okay, 35 feet. But still, that’s Five Shaquille
O’neals on top of each other. It’s like one
of Pablo Neruda’s poems… deeeep
      
        I’ve always been a pretty strong swimmer, but
I had to fight the initial surge of panic when I went lower than 15 ft. My
instincts were going against what common sense dictates. I struggled with the
concept of breathing through my "snorkel" at that depth. I mean, imagine
doing that with a real snorkel. You’d know
how Hugh Jackman’s "double" felt like in Prestige. Yep, you drown! haha So that was my basic dilemma. I
kept holding my breath and I kept looking back to where we started from. Only
my pride prevented me from going to the surface. But once I got the hang of it,
I swum like a pro. Ha, sometimes, my pride does something to validate its
existence. I wish the same goes for persistence. Whateeeverrr…

        One scary moment occurred though when two
speedboats rushed past 20 feet above our heads. Hello,
ang laki laki ng ocean, dadaanan mo pa ulo ko.
Sayang brain ko… maliit na nga lang e. But I was really mesmerized by the
wake they left. From 20 feet below, it looked like there was this huge gash on
my forcefield (by this, I mean that the undulating waves as seen from below the
surface looked like the ebbing of electric currents). AMAZING. At thirty feet,
I already knew how Shokoys felt as I could imagine growing fins and having webs
on my feet. Get it?

        GANDA talaga ng experience ko sa cebu. I’ve
the best group of cousins in the world. Wish Mike "the killer" was
able to go with us though. oh well… can’t have it all

        Damn it, I still miss my cellphone… pano na
yung mga messages, pictures and videos

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       I just finished enrolling myself in my last semester
in law school. I’m actually about to graduate. During the sembreak, I thought
back to the many times I questioned why I was in law school and whether I’d be
able to finish what I started. I never really thought of quitting but I
questioned my motives as to why I was doing what I’m doing. I never really was
the diligent or OC type of person, But I
ALWAYS stepped up when it counted.
uhh, in law sch matters ko lang ata kaya hehe.
       Anyway, I was just wondering if lawyering is all
that it’s hyped up to be. I mean I’ve always wanted to become a lawyer… but
I’m also inclined not to practice in the traditional sense. I want to go into
business. "Businesseses" as some loser blockmates of mine would say
(hehehe). Yet I also want to become a GREAT lawyer. But what do they do? How to
become one of them. I suppose I’ll just wake up one day and say that I’ve made
it. I hope it just appears as clear to me as I imagine it to be.

        Pressure… everyone (well, most) thinks of
lawyers as Big time. But how come I’m not
overly impressed with most of the people in Malcolm? Honestly, I look at the people in law as average lang.
Or is it because we all do the same things and only very few do it
extraordinarily well?  Man, I shouldn’t second guess my profession. Not on
my last sem.

      Well this sembreak brought me back to my feet. My
"stock" isn’t as close to ZERO as I thought it was.
       And I now know my priorities.
      Which is to say. Parehas
pa rin. haha

      Nothing changed
from last sem. walang kadala-dala… At least I’m consistent.

      oh well.

PS: oh, but I do have a new laptop (HP DV6135 nr) here’s the site address
http://www.bestbuy.com/site/olspage.jsp?skuId=8045215&st=HP+Pavilion+DV5220&lp=3&type=product&cp=1&id=1158317339179

Now I just have to find a way to learn my
way around it.
Where’re the computer geeks when you need em
(ayun, over na daw sa mahal nila)   
buti ka pa :)    
  hahahahaha