Look what I dug up…

… from the confines of my twisted mind. It
just conjured such illogical rationalizations. And so blindly I write what
useless thoughts it comes up with… and I just hope I don’t regret any of it
later on. haha

November 19, 6:50pm

Random Rubbish

1) Ack! One of my professors happens to be a
Godfather of mine! aargh… :( What have I gotten myself into? Now
I’m really going to have to study for that class. I can only imagine what he’ll
tell my dad if I screw up his exams or my recitations. Geez… I’m starting to
hate
Tax
already :(. I’m looking for something to
SPIT at. hehe… *ewww* gross…
income
. Basura.

2) I’m loving my exercise routine… but I’m loving food more. hehe… Man, two
things I can’t say "no" to. Icecream
and Popcorn
. *drools*. Ok fine, those are
just two of the many things I can’t say "no" to. :)

3) By now, everybody knows that Pacquiao won over Morales. It’s a good thing I watched
the live telecast at Megamall. It’s REALLY irritating how some people take joy in telling you who
won even without being asked to. Eh what
if I wasn’t able to watch it live? We should pass a law that
punishes spoilers! Nullum
Crimen nulla poena sine lege. I didn’t bother with the spelling. But you get my drift
:)

4) Where do girls shop for their clothes in Manila?!? Ang hirap maging driver/tour guide
ng balikbayan. Fine it doesn’t hurt that they’re such Eyecandies :) But I’ve
never been a fan of local actresses though, so lookalikes don’t impress me much (Shania Twaine, izzatchue?)(unless of course we’re talking about Toni Gonzaga haha)

5) No seriously, I need help. Where do the "sosyal" ladies do their
shopping? Shangri-la, Rockwell, Glorietta, Megamall and Greenbelt 3 are covered.  I’ve heard
from the richest lady in law school that Greenhills might even be better. Is
Tiendesitas alright? What about Market Market? Hmm… when you think about it,
the really goodlooking women could put on ANYTHING and they’d still look good. That why I
can’t understand why they have to be so choosy. Nakakainis. Sayang oras. haha
kidding. :)

6) I’m tired of law school. Should I quit already? (wow, smart. hehe)
7) Or maybe I’m just tired of… well, many things.  Period. :I
 

 

8) Random Poetry…

 

Prejudgment

I
wrote you a letter.

But
it was a Mindset too late.

You
have decided, even before I started.

 

I
tried to read the convoluted scribbles in your mind.

But
even you weren’t sure of what was written in your head.

You
aren’t now and you never were;

But
you have decided based on intuition,

And
past reputations of undeserved claims.

 

You
let the scribes decipher and your leanings interpret.

With
their meandering comments, and ill-advised persuasions.

You
disregarded the intention that got lost along the way.

You
left me with nothing but images of you,

Smiling
innocently in your practiced ways.

 

It
is not the fault of the uninformed nor can I blame the bearer.

It
is the closed-casket minds that led to my predicament.

 

My
wandering soul is lost once more.

To
try to win you… or to move on.

Ah,
but there really isn’t a choice, is there?

You
have decided, even before I started.

 

Sometimes,
along the way, I come across you.

I
think to myself that your eyes give you away.

That
you think of me, even as you lose that beautiful smile.

And
that all the What-ifs, may not be as sad, if, at all.

 

But
I have now woken up to the reality;

That
friendly words can be just as empty,

as
the dreams I try to cling  on to.

 

But
though stubborn, I admit to be,

I
too, have finally learned from all this.

With
that Your Honor, I rest my case.

The
decision was always up to you.

 

 

 

9) Oh, this
spot isn’t for me. :)
 

 

End.

 

Jul.z^bo.y

 

PS: And so another chapter is ending.

 

I’m not feeling so witty all of a sudden.

It’s a good thing Manny won or else I’d really be down in
the dumps
(basurahan area… where it’s cozy) hehe.

Doesn’t a copyright vest from
creation? Well, I’m not allowing anyone to lift/copy/print anything from my
blogs. As if may gagawa talaga nun… hahaha Assuming :)
 

13 Responses to “Look what I dug up…”

  1. rebus Says:

    jul.z,

    e╝nseq <—gusto mong malaman ang ibig-sabihin nito? either baligtarin mo ang monitor, o ang ulo mo. :)
    pwede ka ring gumamit ng magnifying glass.

    1. “blindly I write”

    BRAILLE.

    2. “Ack!”

    AKO IBA. “AND…”

    3. “the really goodlooking women could put on ANYTHING and they’d still look good”

    HEHE. DO YOU KNOW WHAT I’M THINKING?

    4. “(unless of course we’re talking about Toni Gonzaga haha)”

    OH. WALANG BASTUSAN NG CRUSH. SIGE, TOL, BUKAS, PARKING LOT, FIRST TO BLEED.

    5. “Random Poetry…”

    NO SUCH THING. LIKE SAYING ORDERLY CHAOS, IF YOU ASK ME. :)
    6. “I wrote you a letter.”

    “SO BLINDLY I WRITE?”

    7. “You have decided, even before I started.”

    “SHOULD I QUIT ALREADY?”

    8. “My wandering soul is lost once more.”

    “OR MAYBE I’M JUST TIRED?”

    10. “Doesn’t a copyright vest from creation?”

    THAT’S WHAT THE LAW SAYS. FOR ME, COPYRIGHT VESTS AT THE MOMENT OF COPYING.

    with matters standing thus,
    rebusura

  2. Lorraine Says:

    TeamLeader, yun na yung mga places to shop dito. Very Limited talaga. Pero siyempre pag nicer stuff na di mahal masyado, greenhills talaga. Tapos mag food eating trip kayo downtown. hehehe.

  3. Izzy Says:

    my fam said tiendesitas wasn’t so good. it was too hot to shop and the choices weren’t so nice. i haven’t been there though. market market…i went there once, i didn’t enjoy it. well, you’ve been to rockwell, which i think is pretty nice. for your friend, there is the lifestyles section at one end which offers nice clothes from local designers, say, trendy clothes. there are lots of stores around the metro usually located in condos. it’s in girls’ magazines. there’s galleria, some nice stores there too. rustans of course is a safe choice! have fun shopping!

  4. jovette II Says:

    hey julz, i like your poem ha. i wish to think you wrote it for me.hahaha. well, it a actually depicted a certain situation i am into. anyway, hope you can write one for me talaga. what an artist. see you soon buddy!

  5. Julius Says:

    rebusura:
    gets ko ung da vinci code mo. aint nothin fancy abt it :)
    1)bagay kay emer braille: BULAG sa pag ibig hahaha
    2)”and?” tss.. “mas better” pa rin ang paghingi ng paumanhin :) malamang ndi mo gets to, patal ka kasi hehe.
    3)oo.. you’re substituting “nothing” with my “anything”
    4) Toni gonzaga is mine. was.i gave her up for… _ _ _
    5)poetry is for sissies. call me juliana hehe
    6)that poem wasn’t for u
    7)who’s quitting? :) 8)or OA.wag mo na ako painan. you’re not helping :) 9) –> kaw nga 3 yrs ka nang ded na ded dito. pagbigyan mo na 3 months of fame ko.

    julzboysura

  6. Julius Says:

    lorraine : sorry now lang, been busy studying.. (would you believe?) hehe

    i passed on the balikbayans to my bro and cuzzins. need to study e. but thanks so much for the tips! :)
    find me someone to take there na lang haha biro lang :)
    OLA TEAM 7 the best!! :)

  7. Julius Says:

    Izzy:
    hindi naman sa binibiro kita but… di ba sa europe ang bilihan mo ng damit mo?

    how would you know about the shops here?

    hehe kidding.

    thanks, i brought her to greenhills as u suggested. aackk.. women and shopping. Sigh :(

  8. Julius Says:

    jovette:
    hey doctor!
    thanks for the compliment. i appreciate it. i hope you’re ok with your guy.

    pretend na lang that that poem was for you. always nice to know that one’s work is appreciated :)
    ps: i think u can relate more to a poem i wrote a while back http://julzboy.blogs.friendster.com/my_blog/2006/04/my_first_poem_i.html

  9. rebus Says:

    julz,

    hmmm. basura.

    1. “)bagay kay emer braille: BULAG sa pag ibig hahaha”

    SI EMER LANG?

    2. “tss.. ”

    REMINDS ME OF SOMEONE.

    3. “you’re substituting “nothing” with my “anything”"

    4. “Toni gonzaga is mine. was.i gave her up for… _ _ _”

    OO NGA. WAS. AKIN NA NGAYON.

    5. “poetry is for sissies.”

    NO.

    6. “that poem wasn’t for u”

    I KNOW. :)
    7. “who’s quitting?”

    BASTA AKO MATAGAL NA. ALTHOUGH NOT QUIT. AH, SIGE NA NGA, QUIT NA. :)
    8. ” –> kaw nga 3 yrs ka nang ded na ded dito. pagbigyan mo na 3 months of fame ko.”

    I DENY. PERO SIGE, SAYO NA ANG 3 MONTHS. :)

    with matters standing thus,
    rebusura

  10. Julius Says:

    dude, the chapter has almost ended, i cheated and read the gist of the next chapter.

    the next one.s just might even be better hehe

    but don’t “over read”. assuming should never be your policy. afterall, ur not from assumption hehe :)

    julzboy the goodboy :)

  11. tintin Says:

    and so i said i will not comment on your blog…guess what i’m doing now. can’t stay galit for long.

    on item # 3:
    point is, you saw it live - useless being irritated over “what ifs”. smile. just smile.

    i love the poem. hits close to home.

    xoxo

  12. Julius Says:

    yep. i just hate being told what happened unless i ask them to. it has happened a number of times already.

    i should have my temper checked.

    poem writing is for sissies. hehe

    (at least my sense of humor is intact)

  13. tintin Says:

    why do you keep saying poem writing is for sissies? ofcourse not. :)
    good to know your sense of humor is intact. keep it that way. you’ve got a pretty good one. :)
    be safe.

    xoxo

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